Tingg wants to grow her group!!
its impossible in the eyes of man, but all things are possible with God =)
ting is fasting frm eggs & meat for the whole march...
after making the decision, i abit regret.
wahaha...
good! means i fasted on the rite thing.. if i dun feel anything, means i didnt really fasted.
learned recently that fasting actually means denying our own rights & follow God.
yeah, God i have no rights. =)
grow west A 4 !!


dun allow bad habits to eat u up.
learn that satan actually use judas(how to spell?) to betray Jesus is due to his greed.
oh my, if u are not leading a repentance life, the devil can use u as his tool to go against the KOG. opps, so serious!
repentance is to turn away frm sin, turn towards God
its not a mere head knowledge.
wat good is it to noe that u sin & yet show no signs of repentence?
den..wats e diff b/w u & the devil?
hmmmmms.


yeah!
ting is going to mission trip!
i reali look forward...
hehehehe.
actually i noe that i am to serve them...
but i noe that i am going to learn much...
gonna experience God in another way.
oh my, i am looking forward!
i wana learn, i wana experience God in a new way...
wana gain things that i cannot gain frm singapore =)


in terms of commitment, there is not a need to apologize when u challenge them to reali commit. when come to serving God, commitment is a must.
without commitment, i can confirm that person will leave one day.
serving God is nv convenient, infact, it cause lots of inconveneince!
when we challenge our ppl to commit, to give... there is not a need to be apologitic!
coz by committing, giving & etc, they are the ones that gain, they should thank u for that.

Taking care of sheep is like a mother talking care of a child..
or to say.. like habe bgr lidat, like got bf.. LoLx.
y i say this?
lol..
coz when i see my sheep grow, i am so so happy...
to the extend that i can smile unknowingly..
when my sheep took up new challenge, i am so excited for her..
when my sheep is lazy, i will nag her.. wahaha
when my sheep attempt to skip cca, i will constantly check on her, if she skip or not..
when my sheep feel down, somehow i will feel for her.
when they do stupid things, it juz make me laugh.
when they are sick, i will nag her to slp.
when they do something good, i will buy her choc to reward her...
and many more!
i blive this is wat all shepherds do isnt it?
doesnt it sounds like wat a mama do??
y i say like bgr?
coz i online, i will 1st check if my sheep is online.
when they not doing well, i will check ur phone every 5 mins in hope that she will call or sms u.
when she didnt on her phone for the whole day, i will start to worry.
wahaha
all shepherd did that right?
isnt is sound like bgr..
haha
& when talk to sheep, our voice tends to be more gentle.
Lolx!!
oh well.....


so exciting... going to celebrate wq's bdae with them
I MISS U GUYS SO MUCH!
so exciting mann.
i wana mit u all =)


had fun in cg today
duno y...
this is one of the most simple cg but its so enjoyable
can u imagine that?
i went home with a smile.
den after that went dinner with the 2 cindys & homg koon.
i enjoy the dinner =)


the tot of da cindy & jess is following a NB.
i cant help it but to smile eh
omg, i am crazy
i tik i reali fell in love liao
my whole mind was fill with my cg..
haha


hmmm God....
yeah =)
pray that steph & jane will retain mann.
oh my zhss.
pls grow =)

humans are sinful by nature...
i guess this is why there are so many insensitive ppl ard.
oh well, i dun deny the fact that "insensitive ppl" includes myself.
haiz... i am juz pissed.


hmmmm..... i tik its reali impt to have understanding towards each other..
and i guess trust should be one of the most impt factor in a relationship or rather friendship.
its so difficult for 2 ppl to work together without trust, without understanding & communication
when there is lack of communication, "ASSUME" will come in...
& i seriously hate the feeling of "assumed"


how is that possible to jump into conclusion when u dun even noe wat's the other party's stand?
isnt that unfair?
oh well, u are not me, u duno wat is in me, & how is it possible for u to judge wat i feel?
& the worse thing is.... u have judge wrongly...
wat the...


i dun tik anyone with sound mind would love to be accused.
i pray to god that i wouldnt take all these to heart.
if not... life would be miserable for me..
in Jesus name, amen =)


proven.
they dun understand.
they duno.
pls dun pretend that u noe when u dun.
u are inviting trouble.
i'm hurt =(


empty.
proven my point...
nobody knows.


only God knows =)

this is going to be a long entry!
coz today is a very HAPPENING day for me..


ting's morning


guess wat? i forgot to bring my phone out..
i was like... OMG!! coz i dun reali noe how to go church office..
was praying, hoping that i will bump into someone that i noe of, so that i can
contact xinyi, coz i meeting her..
had gastric on train.. a terrible one
coz ytd too lazy to eat despite hungry....
found a seat at last, but gave it up to one ah ma...
so i was struggling on train....
God bless! when i arrive, i saw xin yi.. wahaha
i reach so early but the other 2 guys were late.. & bcoz of that we had to take cab!
grrrr..... its ok ting...
was 5 mins late for class but the whole class was even later...
i feel so bad for the tcher =(
sorry sorry...
God bless, my gastric wasnt that pain le =)


ting's late morning & early noon...


i learn alot in hope sem!!!
i was amazed by how God works..
learn abt the life & teachings of christ..


ok i guess u all noe abt alexander the great rite?
He is someone very evil !!
i dun reali noe how evil his deeds are lar..
den he made all the ppl to learn greek language, despite their nationality..
but in the end, bcoz of this, it became so much easier for the word of God to be known to ppls...


den also in one of the passage in the bible...
its was talking abt the ppl there worship alot of idols...
the reason being is the country is open, therefore many influence frm outside was brought in...
so it seems very bad... but at the end..
ppl there realise that the "god" they worship doesnt have a relationship with them, some how they longed for something more...
so at the end, they wanted to search for the real God & start to have spiritual hunger...


wat i am trying to say here is......
things might seems impossible in the eyes of man, things might be reali terrible...
but God can turn the situation ard & ard....
frm a bad thing ,it became a good thing!
so in conclusion.. God is in control!


there are more.... abt the gospel, the background...
the jews etc... haha
so much to learn. i am so blessed =)


actually God is totally fine if u dun wana participate in His plan..
however He wants u to be in this bcoz he dun wana u to miss out wat he has for u.
if u dun wana be involved, u gotta noe that He cant bless u much!
so pls dun question God "why" when things dun go well, trace back ur own action b4 u question God.
yeah, come on, be involved!


juz for ur info....
there are actually 2 message.. when Jesus die on the cross,
1. Salvation.. HE took our sins away...
2. Healing... No more pain.
oh my...
i was reminded again...
HEALING !
jesus dun juz die on the cross to take away our sins but also to free us frm pain
healing!


realise something new today also.
many a times i always question myself...
" am i the suitable one to be a leader?"
"should i step down & ask some one better to lead instead?"
omg, stupid me.
i didnt realise that this is a sign of insecurity...
hmmmms.muz guard my heart le..
& comapring with others is a sign of insecurity too.
come on, we gotta be certain of our position in God's eyes.
ya, we might not be better den others in certain areas, but no point comparing ur weakness with others strength lar..


=)had lunch with eelee.xinyi,shirls,nel,freedy...
& guess wat?
i puked....
hmms
eelee face too scary lar
haha
joke joke.
coz gastric not feeling well
but am ok le!
yeah!!


ting's late noon...


again, i am so blessed.
i had no phone right?
but i met dehui on train!!!
was suppose to mit her de, den i scare that i cannot find her
haha


haiz was fired.
& u noe y?
bcoz he misunderstand me abt something.
so innocent ...
but at least i got my 100 bucks back.
he knew that he misunderstood me...
he was like "so u wana come back to work?"
den i was like ... " NO, i dun want."
i seriously hate ppl that accuse me.
was abt to cry.... but didnt.
at 1st i feel like screaming at him, bcoz i was reali innocent, but thank God, i didnt.
cant imagine wat will happen if i reali did it.
haiz, now i ok le lar.
yupps =)


can do more for God le =)
yupps.


the rest of my day...
AT HOME lor =)
spend time with God..
hehe
wana read thru my hope sem notes again.
so interesting

"...... This will happen if you diligently obey the LORD your God"


this is wat i saw in one of the verses in the bible...
& also plus the alpha meet.
learn alot abt obedience...


so u are actually 'banning' urself frm God's blessing if u choose not to obey.
yupps.


dun u noe that?
obedience brings blessings =p
it also bring a smile to God's face.


no harm. obey!

today is a day that torture my butt.
haha
butt damn painful now..
whenever i sit down, i feel like jumping up. LoL
took a LONG train ride...
frm boon lay to bedok...
can die inside the train..
haha
i was like moving about.... smoke coming out frm my seat liaoz..
LoLx
den guess wat?
i went to ride bicycle!!!
fun fun fun!!!!
den my butt very pain........
oh my...


so glad to see my sheep water baptising..
i feel like tearing when i saw the beautiful sight when she was baptising...
reali... i am reali touch...


one good news!!!
we had 2 converts in our CG!!
wow lao...
how great can it be??
my grp has so many breakthroughs...
beyond words.
haa... thank God =)


was facing tons & tons of probz last mth in my cg...
i guess this is wat we call "big prob big miracle"
God has been faithful all this while...
indeed He is =)


yupz, this is the results of not giving up.
i guess if we gave up the other time, all these wouldnt come to pass at all.
my cg is one testi that how God provides & stand by us.
thanks for moulding us God!!


i am so excited now.
omg... more to come more to come!


tml going to hope sem le...
hmmmsss...
so early...
haha
but excited at the same time =)
going to yellow pages to settle my pay thingy too.
haiz i am reali sad
really..
i feel so bad!

communication is very impt..
esp to maintain a relationship..
think.. how me & my frenz become frenz in the 1st place?
yups.. its communication..
communication with god is so so so so impt.
i wana be His best fren =)


wow i was so so so refreshed by God's word today...
was so touch by His love
was reminded abt i am His beloved.
He is the creator of heavens & earth, the beautiful nature etc..
&b he only sets his eyes on me!
omg...
i love the feeling of being loved & treasured.
i mean.. who dun rite??


i tik today's image is a total chaos..
haiz... i feel so bad
being a image IC, i noe nth abt hair..
kk, gotta learn.....
its not easy mann
image is something that no one will reali go & notice the effort made but yet something that cannot dun have.
haha
so so so, i lurve my ministry..
at least is something impt..
some how i feel that its better den cutting masking tapes. Lolx
opps.

weeeee...
conformation was 10.. =)
thankiew God!!
pray that all 4 visitors will take the step of faith to noe God tml =)


gotta wake up early tml..
have image...
hmmms.........
"in Jesus name....make it successful!"


everything over turns wat i have been thinking..
thats good.
its good to prove that i am wrong.
coz i am always waiting for somebody or something to prove that i am wrong.
sadist. haha
no lar =p


its all abt Jesus..
let my eyes fix on Him alone...
den, everything will be okay.


ii dun wana have false hope..
even its not a false hope, wat am i suppose to do?
so i rather it to be a false hope.
at least i am in a safe zone.


God is nearer den u tik..
yes =)
God nv fail to pick me up.
He always did that!
He always prove himself to be faithful, he always remind me abt hoe much he loves me.
God is someone that treasures me.
that see wats in me even noblody knows.
how can He be out of my life??
haha..
without God, i am left with nth... even i have something, that something wun satisfy me =)
wat good is it to have everything & loses my own salvation?
dumb.
only God knows my future.
Its in HIS hands!


let ur strength to be upon me.
be with me....
refresh me...


i am going to buy a new bible formyself
haha
cant stand my bible... so torn le..
=)

when ppl interact...
somehow there are certain things that are not agreeable by both parties..
haiz..
there are certain things that i cant tolerate & i even despise it..
and i actually see ppl doing it.
omg... it juz freak me out.
but but....... i cant judge lar.
coz i am sinful too, i am of no position to judge..
yupss.
so....... i will TRY not to despise that person..
haha....
ok, i will pray for it too =)
the best way for u to love someone that u dun love, or to say, to love that person more...
it is to pray for that person more! yup


in ting's circle of male frens...
most of them wants to marry as early as possible..
wow, quite amazing...
even wq, he non B arh, he wants to marry early too...
y huh? juz dun understand.
i was thinking...
so early, den wat abt financial.. i mean enough meh??
ok wateva.
haha...........


den also in ting's circle of female frenz...
most of them wana marry later..
earliest is age 25 i guess...
so frm this females & males are so diff !!


haha.... for ur info, i dun ask ard lar...
is some how, i also duno y...i noe when is their ideal age to marry...
they also often ask me that...
aiya too early to say lar
i am juz another xiao mei mei...
marriage is juz too far for me.
i am still so so not grown up.. yeah =p
but if can, my another half muz not be a "S" person... muz be at least have "D" and "I"element de.. =)
kk.. wateva... y am i talking abt this??
10 years later den say =)


btw...


HAGGAI 2 :9
'The glory of this present house will be greater than the glory of the former house,' says the LORD Almighty. 'And in this place I will grant peace,' declares the LORD Almighty."


that's wat God promised me =)

my skin starts to peels le...
everytime after sun burn, when the skin start to peel off, i will start to regret..
how to go out?? so ugly =(


if u wana receive, u gotta ask.
and if u are reali desprate, the way u ask will be different!!!
so.... sometime the way i ask God doesnt seems like i am desparate for it...
hmms... it determine alot..
so God, i ask of u to convict me personally & and also be patient with me..
wahaha, stupid.
God is much more patient den wat i can imagine lor.. =)


in situations.. we can still be joyful
thou we cannot control wats gonna happen, but we have the choice to rejoice or not...
since we noe the source of Joy, den y make life so miserable?
yeah, look to God =)
situations, experiences & feelings are not god, y trust in all these rather den the true God??
yeah.


ya, i am thinking too much.
shall stop thinking...
juz wana be set free.
its more den juz thoughts...


tingg needs help!
tingg need to be set free!
tingg need to have self-control....
tingg need to be realistic
tingg need to get out of her own world.
tingg need to be aware of wat she is doing & thinking..
tingg need to be reminded again & again that.... argh nvm.


jia you ba =)


btw, bryan is back!!
wahahahaaha....
i like him =)
opps, u will only noe if u got watch star idol..
yeah =p


ii wana please God!!
reali =)

today went alot of places...
was so touch that eelee accompany me to do DAE in RP & Sp.
hmmms... thanks eelee =)


chances are so so slim....
reali slim....
prayfully i can get into the course i wan.
i noe God is doing something =)


hmmmmm... yeah.
God heal me!!!
initially b4 i met eelee... i had sore throat..
cant speak well...
den after that, had cramp.
omg... den eelee bought me a hot tea.
omg, when i drink finish, no more sore throat & no more cramp!!!
that drink is so so so li hai !!!
haha.. opps, its God =)
btw, cramp for many days le.
SPOIL MY DAY.


btw....
i tik, i THINK, tingg is no longer tempted le =)
haiz... ya
pray pray pray.


does she reali need attention??
is she seeking attention frm...*** ??
ii hope not.
she doesnt want that too.
she doesnt want to be this way...
ya, she dun mean it.
she knows......... she knows that its useless & a waste of time & hurting herself in the long run.
she knows =)
but but but....
sigh..

dun understand y i am feeling nth now.
it might be a good thing thou.
at least i am not worry.
deep within me, i have hope..
seems so impossible, but i have hope in Him.
haiz.... thou my results not that ideal.
but i reali reali dun have any regrets.
mayb thats the e real defination of doing my best.
God, thats my best le, mayb still can do better lar... mayb..
even there is "if only" i would say that... "if only i see e importance of studies when i was sec 3"
but reali lar, "if only" is crap.
so i will try to limit myself saying the word "if only"


God will open doors for me.
so even if this door is close, He will open another door for me.
i am so relieve when i noe abt this.
at least, i am not at the dead end.
at least i am not hopeless...
chances of getting into poly are slim..
but i am going to look for that open door.
somehow, He will make a way.
juz see how lor... see wat happens..
ya, my future is in his hands =)


tingg is tempted.
thou its juz a tot... but seriously, a tot means alot.
its can cause tingg to lose her focus,lose her own set of values & beliefs.
and even.. start to contradicts...
hmmm, k... shall not develop that tot.
shall not reveal wat is that also.
shall not sarbo myself.
3 , 2 , 1.. STOP.


lead my life according to god's will =)


btw... tingg look like a red lobster now!!!
i am sun burned =p
hahahaha
had a BIG ulcer too... its reali big.
irritating -.-
had panda eys too!!!!
omg, i look so ugly now.
hehehehhe

finally its over...
all the scary days are over!!!!!!
i got my results le...
the fact that i am blogigng now means i'm feeling ok.
wahahahaha....


if u ask me wat i feel now...
i would say i reali duno.
mix feeling ba.
not sad, not happy.
but 1st of all, i wana thank God =)
phew....
i improve reali alot.
its alot!!!
more den 10 points ok!!
LoLx
but i failed my math...
=(


juz bcoz of maths, i cant go alot of courses.
so limited.
but yes... i blive God will make a way de.
at least there are ard 10 courses for me to choose.
better den nth.. wahaha
god, my future is in ur hand mann=)


hai ya... sometime i reali wana question God...
y is it so tough to hit goal...
blah blah blah....
alot of "whys"in my head.
but ya, shouldn't ask "why"
coz i tik God has his own purpose in everything he did.
not ask "why"but "wat can i do to acheive this?"
ya.....
haha.... obey lor =)


BELIEVE.
i wana blive in his plan.
perfect plan.
dun ask so many "why" & juz walk in his plan.
yupss.
but of coz, have to clear doubts if have any.
Lolx!!

wow, nowadays very fascinated abt sk2 eye mask.
wahahahaha
coz my eyes reali gone case liao lar....
& they say.... "its getting worse"
omg, i am so disturbed mann....
i dun tik cucumbers and tea bag works on me larr......
sigh...


another thing, i am so disturbed.
how can it be?
confirmation was lousy.
sobz sobz
God, i reali wana bring someone.
i reali wana see a breakthrough in my grp.
i reali wana see 100 in west.
God u muz be in this, u muz do something, u muz help us!!!


started my fasting & prayer today.
i wana be serious abt love 111.
i wana be serious abt a breakthrough in west & also my cg.
i am fasting frm meat.
hahaha...


lunch time is kinda tough for me.
coz today we went to the "mini" coffeeshop..
tell u wat they have there k..
wanton mee stall & duck/chicken rice stall...thats all!
ALL MEAT !
den i was like.......
"auntie, wanton mee dun wan wanton,dun wan char siew,juz the vegie & mee can liao, but more mee lar..."
oh my... i tik she tot i am some vegetarian or something?
oh well, i am... for this week
lol


hope sem
!!!i wana go...
but heard that got homework de.
so scary
hahahaha
have to quit the job.
abit she bu de.
esp the ppl there....
hahahaha...
but hope sem is more impt & beneficial =)


anyway, today i am damn hyper.
haha.....
was so chatty..
est to dan, wei qiang & angie..
duno wat happen to me.
haha
but i love the crazy side of mi lol
today was so so so fun for me.
hehehehehehehee
love to be with them =)


count down.....
wed, thurs, FRIDAY !
hmmmm................
i am so on in wearing uniform.
wahahamy uniform size was like 36.
but i dun like... i wan size 40!
will look damn big on me, but i like.
look cool. wahahahaha
who can lend me??????
tot can borrow frm jas, but she wore 38.
sobz.
kk shall ask more.
wahaha

alemak....
my fren that is confirm coming for love 111 suddenly tell me cannot go liaoz.
i was like............. argh!!!
y lidat?
my heart like drop on the ground liao..
sad sad sad.
but no time for that arh.
God, i pray that i can bring someone to service this week.
God.. please.
tell me, wat can i do ?


i seriously need some slp.
now going to 7pm only..
but i am falling asleep soon......
wahaha


had a fun day working =)
time pass quite fast today.. yupz


dear God, i reali want a breakthrough in my cg.
i wana see converts!
being fruitful is ur promiz to us mann
i gonna fast & pray.
fast & pray....
if God dun move, no matter wat i do is useless mann
so i gotta rely on Him ! =)


my mind is very occupied by this.
1 personal convert.
ya ya, i am naggy.
hahahahaha.
but, i reali want it =)


hmmm...
i am learning how to handle emotions.
wana make a rite decision, dun wana be so emotional.
wana be more Godly =)


let my walk with God be a exciting one.
that kind of, looking forward to another brand new day.
not dragging our feet..
sometimes its tiring..
but God's love is new every morning.
i want to wake up with excitment coz i noe that every day is the day that God has made, every day is a oppotunity =)


God is to be the center of my life.
watever i do, work for e Lord.
joyful tingting =)

v'day is coming...
also known as friendship day!
haha
i wonder how many ppl actually noe that its friendship day...
they are juz to obsessed with roses.
wahahaha.


BGR....
this is wat i stuggle some years ago.
hehe...
still remember wat exactly happen lor...
those "hide & seek" days.
omg, i am juz to dumb to do that.
as if i can hide frm God. LoL.


WAIT.
Good things are worth waiting for.
ya rite, we have only one youth, wat a waste to invest it in other ppl but not in e KOG.


i duno wat to say.
i thank God i made the rite decision when i was a NB.
trust me, bgr is a waste of time.
haha... blah blah
y invest in that relationship when one day ending up hurting one another den after that regret.
hmm.


RESULTS!
this has been on my mind.
omg, its nearer.
i pray that i will not be on fri.
reali...


dear God, pls change my perspsctive.


scary.................................


GOD IS IN CONTROL LARRRRRR !!!!!!!!!

okok.
chatted with hui ling
she said that she has been failing D&T since sec 1
den in her N, she got A1 for her D&T.
wow lao..
so cool lor...
den i was reminded abt my N too.
i rmber how badly i did for prelims..
den when i took back my N, my worse grade was B4..
frm F9 to B4.
not bad rite?
since God can create miracles in Hui ling's & my Nlevel.
my O level shall be of no exception.
i put in more efford in O den in N ok!
God... cannot lidat...
u muz do the same thing like wat u did to hui ling & my N last year k?
haha
we have e same God rite?
ok settle.


ignore my post below mann.
haha.

ytd didnt slp well...
i am reali scared...
getting results in less den 5 days time
thou ppl ard keep asking me not to scared.
but i am!
thanks for comforting me, but dun work eh..
damn scared.
every nite cant slp.. omg i am going crazy.
i duno y, i very scared.
i seriously tik that i cannot take it if i dun do well...
ya rite, i have done my best le..
but hor, if i have done my best, yet dun do well, i can die arh..
the impact is double compared to if didnt do my best.
my confident level is getting lower & lower each nite when i couldnt fall asleep.
oh God, u muz help me =)


DO NOT WORRY !!!!
God is in control
yupps.
i pray that this will get into my head.
hahaha
My God is in control.
my worries is for nth .
waste my time!
haha

ting's prayer...


Herself..
-To be someone that pleases God ..
-To be more mature in decision
-To have self-control
-To get over that* soon !!!
-To have a personal convert (have one coming on love 111!! praise God)
-To be healthy
-To be open & someone's best fren.
-To be able to go poly..
-To be a thanks giving person
-To be gentle
-To have a constant hunger in HIS word


Her CG..
-15 by march !!
-They will be mature
-Jia min to be retained in God's family=)
-My sheep to be a shepherd / CL


Her family..
-Daddy & Mummy will be frenz
-Daddy & Mummy to noe God =)
-Eugene To Go NA next year..
-Aaron not to be stress during his Os
-To be richer!!! haha


Her Future..
-To be someone that impact others =)
-To be secured.. =)


Her relationship with others..
-Open
-Deep


Her West Family..
-of coz 100 larrs =p
-And more core ppl !!
-more die-heart ppl.
-NBs!! lower sec =)
-Sdmm will expend!


Her Wants...
-Ipod Nano!!
-New Hp
-Money.. (shop blah blah)
-To Have Sweet Talk Bubble Tea shop every where!!
-To Be a tai tai in future=p
-A New clothe for ah peh dog
(dear God, its ok if u wana ignore this =p)


in Jesus name............ AMEN!

its like still got a few days to get my result liao..
but now, i start to panic le
omg, scary !
i reali cannot imagine how that day will be like.
so scary..........
but ya,since i have finish the papers...
den i tik juz accept it lor.
but.... still scared!
last year N level, i tik i not as scare as now..
haha
last year i very scare that i will get 11 points.
but still not as scared.
i still rmber b4 taking the results, i still go sentosa lor.
hmmm...
omg.. i calculate liao.. even if i pass every sub..
if all C5.. i will get like 30 points leh
so high!!!
okok i shall lave it to God le..
pray that i have e chance to treat eelee..
haha


ytd God reali save me arh...
my rm's cupboard is made of glass...
very tall one.
den ytd it fell off!
wow get the shock out of my life..
i didnt noe anything, juz suddenly something landed on my leg,very pain den a very loud sound den many shatterd glass flying.
it was so loud mann.. reali loud.
but i didnt bleed at all!
haha!
amen!!
dehui was there...
she didnt get hurt as well..
but she stun.. haha.. her heart was still beating v fast even when i sent her to bus stop.
haha.. so funny.... =)
duno y i keep laughing... LoLx
thank God..
God protected us =)
amen!

ii blive God places ppl ard ppl, He has His purpose...
i blive one of His purpose is to provide a channel for his child to pour out.
felt lonely not coz e ppl ard do not bother...
lonely bcoz nobody knows....
so whose fault is that???
ii noe the answer =)
not e ppl ard, but that person herself.


the importance of building strong friendship in God's family...
there are alot of reasons for this...
but for me, the main reason is, to know that there is someone understands..
& also, a listening ear.
to know that u have someone for u, that feeling is so great =)
at least, u are not alone...


yeah, thou i dun have alot, but i have God.
thats more den enough =)
but i am going to be a different tingting...
i wana take initiative to build strong friendship in church..
to say e truth, i do not have in the past, not even now...
in the sense, not a fren that reali noe me & i can pour put to...
so now i am going to ask God for one =)
who will be that someone???


its not very ting to open up & share deep.
anyway, how deep is deep?
to others, ting is someone that is very real, very open...
very chatty blah blah...
but ii seriously think that not very me leh...
other den the chatty part..
haha....
i am chatty with someone i am comfy with .. yeah.
ppl who claimed that u are my best fren, are u reali my best fren?
how much i noe u??
how much u noe me??
how deep is our conversation??
hmmmm..... chim =)


tingting wana lead a life that pleases God.
hai yo, how many times did i said this??
hehe...
but its reali tough, reali !!!!
but holy spirit will help me =)
ohh, one more..
i wana have child-like faith in God..
a child to his / her daddy...
will trust, will rely, will obey, look forward to daddy's presense...
yeah.
live a life with no regret.
so, have to make wise decision according to His word...
thats e only way mann =)